HiddenTreasure

Interersting SE

2009-09-11T21:32:00.001-07:00

A few days back ( or should be about a week before today (12 september 2009)), i encounter the most interesting phenomena of my life….

I LOST MY A-B CONTACT!!!

Panic! Oh man…what’s going on????

I checked again…this is SERIOUS! What in the world…then i realize…

Its the way i put my handphone…

If you see properly, there is this red black hp down there.. (it is SUPPOSE to be a the black sony ericsson hp. but since i have to take picture, i have to find sthg to replace dont i?) ahah.

Ok…kids…nex time you wan2 put your hp in the bag..make sure…you lock your hp first..nothing like this happen to nokia hp.haha.bt the sony ericsson hp…yea..a few times..just not so many contacts untill A to B contacts are deleted.ahah.

Paling and most kesian contact is Abel..haha.He is the first contact due to A and B. no one beats him..so when it comes to cases like this…no one beats him as well.he is the first and always kena deleted punya contact.haha.i always resaved like how many times d.haha.kesian him.

*** Attention to those whose name begin with A or B. Apologies for what happen.please do msg me so i can save your no again..ahha.Thanks for your cooperation… :) Friends Forever! Don’t angry yea.. :( haha..Cheers…

UPDATE

2009-09-04T21:12:00.001-07:00

I was asked to update me blog. but due to the snail line i have here,its a bit hard to really update. and also i’m a bit lazy to think back at the moment with all the crazy acc info i have to rmbr for mid term…u see this? MIDTERM>… ONLY. I cant imagine final man…so yea…since two people ask me to update. i will update… :)

UPDATE :)

DEDICATED TO KEIRA AND CREAX.. HEHE.

August 1 =)

2009-08-02T23:18:00.001-07:00

August 1.

It has always been a memorable day to me. cause its my sister’s birthday!!! hehe. this year she celebrated her birthday in Miri with her beloved Mr C. But ahem ahem…someone growing old…kakaka..but glad she is happy. haha. (when i say happy, it means emotinally and also…body fats happy) haha. but once a year,its ok (yea right. as if its once a year) haha.

Now this year, another event occured on the august 1. this will be memorable for my beloved ‘daughter’. Introducing miss K. (no pic to be shown as i was hugging her bag). hehe. yes..and why is it special? I did not give birth to her on the aug 1 k. she is already 21 my goodness. haha. But but… she chose to leave her old life and lead a new life! She choose to do this some time ago d. But on AUGUST 1, the action of doing it, yes, WATER BAPTISM. My ‘daughter’ got baptized. hehe.

Location : St Nicholas, Penang

Time : 3.00pm

Attendance : Sisters and brothers of EPCC

I cant remember her whole testimony. But i heard the part where she was in a way, influence by her friends to go for iscf back when she is in secondary school. :) she also mentioned that something about her choice of USM. I cant remember the exact words. so better don’t simply say. But the word that still rings in my head…

‘I believe God put me here, in USM, for a REASON…that is to

BRING ME CLOSER TO HIM :)

Guys and girls, do you believe that wherever you are now, you are there for a REASON? do you believe that if you entrust your life to God, you will experience things that will bring you closer to Him? Everyone has their own life story to tell. How about you? This is not a condemnation(i think its spelt like that) hehe. This is a challenge to step out, TAKE A STEP OF FAITH, and do things that you never know you can.

It is not about you. It is about God. You think you can’t? Of course you can’t. We are mere humans.

Why don’t you rephrase it this way. I can, because God is with me. you can’t, but God can. hehe. so, don’t be afraid. Things may not go the way we hope it will go. But have faith. Everything happen for a reason. We are not trying to earn the world’s approval but God’s. hehe.

Read, think. Don’t stop there… ACT! Time is gold. once you miss it, it is gone. But if you miss it, don’t look back. look ahead. there are more things to come. Life is not boring or empty. it depends on how you look at it. PEACE :)

God “speak” to me

2009-07-20T01:20:00.001-07:00

This is a true story if you are wondering whether i made this up. This is my experience. That’s why its in this blog :p

Haha.anyway. This happens last night. (19th July 2009)

There was this healing rally i went to with Clictus. Clictus was playing drums so he ask me to tag along for the healing rally. I have never been to healing rally, but heard of it. So yea, I just went, not expecting anything. Coz at first i thought its just a service. haha.my bad. was kinda tired yesterday also. actually slept a bit before the service start. in CCOP itself. What? its not wrong wa.service hasnt start.haha.

Anyway. Yes, the healing rally started with praise and worship. Then prayer for the pastor who is going to preach. from what i heard it sounds like Pastor John Taro. But i think i got the second name wrong. Anyway, he is from India (I think). I did not expect much la. My apologies for that.haha

So yes, he started preaching. Then he pointed to a woman and ask her to stand up. He say to the woman that he can see a vision of her sickness here,there. I have to admit, being someone who never see any miracles except for evil spirits driven out, it is hard for me to believe that he has the authority (or rather God given authority) to heal people. Yes, I heard of healing all over. But I have never witness it. So yea, ye of little faith. That’s me.

So I look at him, and think think and think. Is it possible? or did he actually talk to those people and plan it all out? I know I know.How can i think all this stuf? hey, i’m human ok. And i have flaws. Which is the more i think the more i doubt.haha. I admit that. So, either you live with that or try to think of urself as someone perfect but actually you are just the same as everyone. we are human.haha. (sorry for being a little harsh. Its my blog k. I have the right to speak. :p)

So everything went as normal. Pastor preaching and telling ppl once a while what is it they have and they will be heal. I didnt realize my doubt was that obvious even Clictus realize. But then again, its not because its tat obvious. But because God has given someone to me who really knows me. Ask another guy they would not have been able to tell.haha. he said i keep giving him the ‘Ya right’ look. I did not do that.haha.but he realized :p

So yes. it went as normal. Pastor ask us to go out to be prayed for. I went up.not as in front up.bt half way up.haha.So i just stand there.looking at what he is doing.not thinking but plain point blank looking.not having any feelings at all for what he is doin.i wonder why myself. Standing there…when suddenly…

“The girl in the green shirt..yes you.” I was like…huh? me? he pointed at me.so of course its me.i went up.abit curious and expecting what he would say.

“You have a very doubtful heart.” I was lk…oh no… Its scary ok. Here i am. not knowing anyone except Clictus and his friends, and i did not say a word to anyone. and this pastor was knows. Oh oh..you know when people say if it is not bad or serious enough God will not intervene? I think this is serious enough…my doubt was that bad God has to speak to me. And he say, ‘You think alot’. Don’t think.Believe.” I was lk..yes..thats what i want to do.After he prayed for me, I thought finished d. However…

“I see this pain at your left side near somewhere (which i cant rmbr),is it true?” I was like…yes..its true. all this while i have this pain near my kidney area. But i thought its because i was leaning on one side thats why the pain is there. But when he tell me, i was like..how you know? Of course i did not say tat out loud. but yes.i know its there. just tat i ignore it. And he prayed healing over me.

Then next he say there’s this something near my womb or is it underneath my womb(things happen too fast i cant rmbr exactly what he say. I was like..oh no. I was really scare. Coz all this while at times i wonder whether i can give birth and stuff. Don’t ask me why. It just happens to me. Think too much wa. So yes, i was thinking,if he did not say it, I would have keep thinking quite often. But now i’m healed! hehe.Thank God. There’s once part where he say cut off. I was like, huh? but i dun dare ask. and yes.that time i was crying. (scare,in awe and confused.what do you expect?) haha.

Then next. haven finished. I was shocked as well so many things happen. I mean, yea. I have always wanted God to reveal himself to me. I have been longing ever since i gt baptised. Even though God never make his move, I know He will. just not right timing. And…yes…it finally happen.haha. oh yea..the next..haha…

“You have a gift of writing..” I was like…huh? ok.i gt abit taken aback. First of all, my english is not good. second of all, i dont like to read. how can i write.haha.i actually wanted to start doubting.but i rmbr. don’t think.believe.yes..

After that happened, I called my mom and dad. dad was outside. So didnt manage to tell him but i told my mom.haha. I think she got abit blur.but yea. she gets abit of what i want to say.

I tell you….This is the first time i kena convicted like this. In front of so many people some more. I am not scare la. like I say, everyone has flaws. You think you don’t? haha. But it’s time God speak to me. And I really thank God. Hehe. God speak to Clictus too. DIRECTLY. But that will be his story to tell.haha.

But yes, God spoke to me, heal me and reveal to me my gift,though i have no idea how to exercise it. And God reveal another thing to me too. Though it is not directly. When pastor ask me to go up, Clictus was up on the stage. He can’t see me. But God spoke to him. And asked him to stand up and look. This, this itself, gives me the confirmation of my relationship with Clictus. Now if you ask me whether i’m sure of my relationship with Clictus, my answer would be yes.

This may be another story for you. But to me its my life changing story. haha. and this is definitely staying in my blog.whether you like it or not :) its me blog.ahha.

The Heart Of Joy

2009-07-06T01:33:00.001-07:00

I have never felt this way before. But when I see this… My heart leap for joy! :)

Yes, I know its blur :( Wait till i get my camera. hehe.

My sis sms me telling me she got miri! hehe. I don’t care what you guys are gonna say, but to me, God is good! hehe.He knows that my sis is really troubled by this and really worried. At times things does not have to go through that person itself. But when you pray according to His will, it will happen. This is His promise.

Hehe. Before this she was worried about where she is posted. Now she is worried where to stay and how her car can somehow teleport over. RM 800 to export over to miri man. Super X. ‘Oversea’ come back Kuching already rm1000+++. Haha.but that up to her lo.If she want to spend on that, haha, she will do it la.

But as for now, I believe, God is always with us. Yes, at times we being humans think that we can do better, but He never forsake us though we turn our back on Him. Hehe. How great is our God!

06/07/2009 – This is the date that I SHALL REMEMBER FOREVER. For God has show his MERCY and LOVE to my sister though she may not know of it. :)

Praise God forever and ever for He is AMAZING!!

To my sis…

CONGRATZ!!!

MIRI…WATCH OUT!

MMM COMING…

M-EMMELINA

M-MAKAN

M-MERRY

Haha… yes…watch out miri. don’t play play with my sis around.haha…

Success!

2009-06-22T03:12:00.001-07:00

Yes! I did it! hahahah…whoever thought i can finish four pages…in 2 hour.yikes.haha.thats long..but yes..result out! :p

yes.if i become a mandarin teacher and i have to set questions, oh no…haha.the students will suffer either coz of mistake or maybe postponed exam.haha.

*anyways,this is for my sis.she needed a com to type her assignment.so since i nid the com i cant boro her,so in the end i did it.ahha.ssshh…but i believe i can do faster than her..ahha..must jaga muka ba.. :p and as always,i’m possesive of things that are not really mine.not bought by me la.haha.

Outzzz…

2009-06-17T08:31:00.001-07:00

Outing with 3 girls (NAM)

I heart u :)

hehe.N and M in z room trying dresses.who’s tat 2 girl in the mirror?!?

M : this is the way to do it :)

Jom SUNNY HilL :) with E che che.

Jam jam and jam…cincai parking… hmpf.sue them baru tahu.

Mat rempit at HOSP :)

focus focus…c properly :p

Remainders of old memories :(

used to be roof-ful…now roof-less even the new hotel can b seen…whoa!

the gateway to…(for those highian who rmbr…)

historical building? haha.

This saturday there will be a 回校日event. fund raising for the rebuilding of all the historical buildings.. :) heard there will be some artists and also got food sale and cosplay.haha.

Lai Lai Lai…Mari Kita Balik Sekolah… :)

Me life in KUCHING,beloved homey!!! :)

2009-06-17T07:50:00.001-07:00

some of the few things that happened :)

mommy and daddy! hehe.

Cheryl…with her…cartoonish action.haha.

panda and goldie! hehe.my 2 lil cuties…

what are you looking at?!? ~ starring: RUSS

Blue and white :)

2009-06-17T05:55:00.001-07:00

Hehe. I wanted to try something hoping i can make something like emm’s. But in the end, I manage to come up with this. Cause that is what my mind can manage to draft out. My apologies for not being an artistic woman.haha. ~ hee…

hm…blue and white :p

hehe.wel,it looks like it goes well with the wallpaper.hehe.

MIRACLES

2009-06-02T20:47:00.001-07:00

Today one after one miracle happened. It is so amazing and yet I was so scared cause didnt expect it. I prayed like a few minutes and my prayer was answered. Praise and thank Gof And whoever is reading this, well, I realize after the mission trip organized by EPCC, I now know why my days are not that…smooth, mentally and physically. I did not do my devotions, or should say do my devotions properly. These few weeks i’m staying home i keep to my devotion time, though at times i might stil fall, but i have the Holy spirit to remind me and also through C.

That’s why we both agree ( due to certain discussions that we had) that everything happens at the right time.hehe.well, maybe not at a time which is acceptable by everyone, but the most important thing is its acceptable by God and us. and also our parents.

So yea. the three miracle that happened.Scholarship, C and Sis. hehe.

THIS WILL DEFINITELY BE A DAY TO REMEMBER!!!! PRAISE GOD THE LORD ON HIGH! GLORY TO YOU FOREVER AND EVER.

Ensure that we talk to God everyday will always be something we should remember. Think about this. You need to talk to people to get close to them, to know them. If you want to know God, talk to him everyday. Wherever you are, HE is always with you. And he listens to every prayer. There may be times you don’t FEEL. But, do not ever give up. Remember, it takes time for you to be close to someone. Same goes to God. Remember when there are times that you want to do something so badly that you will give it all out and no matter what you want to do it. Well, if that small little matter require that much attention, what more to say your MASTER, FATHER n FRIEND! God is bigger than anyone else, wouldnt He deserve all of our attention? hehe. HUGGIES. Peace. :)

Permai Outing

2009-05-27T08:59:00.001-07:00

Claire’s leaving on Friday :(

So, today we have our outing to Permai! hehe.a place full of memories.hehe.On the way…and during the time in Permai…hehe..

It was fun..but so tiring.haha.but we won’t be doing something like that for a long long time.so yea.hehe.we had fun! hehe.just tat…TIRED.

Haha.oh yea.there’s another funny event that happen. This is before the we hit the beach.haha.

Location: FOS, The Spring

Theresa and me were hunting for some baju. We were talking and talking when suddenly…

C : Excuse me, sorry to disturb. But just wondering, we need some opinions.

*Pointing to the guy at some distance away.*

C : Me and my friend was just wondering, which jeans suits my friend over there,slim jeans or skinny jeans?

T and me look at each other with the ‘huh’ look.

T : Slim jeans will look nicer… *E pointing at T coz no idea what to reply.*

C called I to come over.

I : So what do you think? Slim or skinny? *Me still looking very blur*

T : Slim jeans will look nicer…

E : I thought only girls wear skinny jeans?

I : no no…if girls can wear why can’t guys wear..

E : er.. *looking at T*

I : Are you guys best friends?

*We look at each other*

E : Do we look like best friends?

C : Erm…maybe?

I : Are you guys sisters?

*T and me look at each other again*

I : Have you guys ever try the best friend test?

*T and me look at each other AGAIN*

I : Start…

*T and me look at each other AGAIN..BLUR…*

I : see? thats it. the test is finished..

we were like..huh?

I : Best friends just have this thing…when they were asked, they will look at each other before answering..

We were still blur…

I : we have to go..Thanks for everything.bye bye.. :)

Yea…we are lost.totally lost.haha.bt it was funny. and after that Theresa was like

T: those ppl sound like ppl from the radio station.haha…

E : yea yea..true.haha…

we were laughing and laughing and suddenly the radio mention..” Are you guys best friends?” or is it “You ever take the best friend quiz?” cant remember which one.so blur.hehe.but yea..it was totally freaky…haha.

Unexpected

2009-05-24T10:05:00.001-07:00

Expecting the unexpected.

Life is so colorful at times i don’t dare to believe or even see but i know i have to accept.

Perfectionist? Well.no one will ever be perfect. Its take it or leave it. Will I choose to take it or leave it? I can’t say i will know for sure what happens d. I don’t dare to give any sure answer anymore. It is so scary. When you remember what you said and it happened the other way.Yes,it is true we will never know what and how is our future.

* Is that how you see life? Well, change your perspective. People who trust that God is in control.

Expecting the unexpected.

Life is so beautiful I don’t believe what i’m seeing but knowing it is from God I know i’m so blessed to be here. I am so amazed by what He can do that what i’m going through is nothing at all.

Take everything that comes your way as you have a chance to try and explore. Be open to changes and always expect great things ahead. Even trials or challenges, do not let yourself be troubled by it but remember that God put these in your life for a reason. It is better not knowing our future. As there will be alot of surprises in life.

CHOOSE : TAKE IT? OR LEAVE IT?

Life will always be full of joy sadness curiousity and once a while anger. But, for you, do you want your father to see you happy or sad? When you are happy, give thanks as God has blessed you with a happy day. When you are down, give thanks as God is always with you.

Now,its your choice. To trust or not to. To lean totally on Him alone or not to. To surrender everything to Him alone or not to.

* This might be abit messy due to the fact that its 1.04am.haha.forgive me.

ALL the Facts

2009-05-19T21:22:00.001-07:00

I have a friend who is getting ready to make a major life changing decision. Right now it is in the percolating stage where all the possibilities are still swirling around but pretty soon it will be decision time.

Talking it over, he dropped this comment; "I'm not going to go ahead and do this just because it's an open door. There must be something else to accompany that." I think my friend shows a lot of wisdom.

Over time I have seen Christians make serious errors in judgment when they trusted the way everything seemed to fall together as being a sure sign it was from God. Afterward they were incredulous and struggled with trust and disappointment in the Lord. "How could God have let me make such a big mistake?"

It's true that sometimes you can tell God's will by open and closed doors. I always look for that myself. But other things should line up too. When God wants us to do something he has no problem giving us additional confirmation. Such things as peace, godly counsel, and practical considerations are a wise part of the decision making process.

The next time you are ready to make a major decision, don't forget this: "What a shame-yes, how stupid!-to decide before knowing the facts!" (Proverbs 18:13 TLB)

P/s: Something I found which really speaks to my life. I have been doing things without knowing z FACTS. Following my heart and thoughts. Not thinking through things that I do and also say. I believe its time i start changing. Holding on to God’s Word, I hope this will be the start of a life changing day. Hope that goes to whoever who read this as well.

There will always be doors that opens and closes. But do we have to take every door that opens? Think properly. or rather, don’t think with your own wisdom. Pray you will think from God’s perspective. ( Of course. I have to say God has been faithful and in all that i have been through, it taught me the way of life and how to carry myself. It will be a never-ending process to go through all this. But at least i have been through.

Being the stubborn me, being alive and well is definitely a miracle unseen and unexpected :) Halleluyah!)

Where is my husband/wife?

2009-05-19T20:57:00.001-07:00

The Question:

Where is my wife? Didn't God say it is not good for man to be alone before he made Eve for Adam? I'm in my late twenties; trying to have faith that God will send me a companion. I have prayed and prayed and tried to have patience. Any thoughts you could share on this topic?

- Marc from Toledo, Oh.

The Answer
Part 1: THE ONE
Part 2: Being THE ONE

THE ONE (Part 1)

I'm happy to hear you are counting God into this equation. It sounds like you aren't forcing the issue or willing to settle for any warm body instead of God's perfect choice. I think that the best thing about waiting to get married is looking at all of the people who didn't. So many couples married early and unwisely and made big mistakes. Now they are divorced and they are sitting and praying like you are but for a second spouse.

Remember also that the trend today is to wait longer to get married. It is not at all uncommon for people to wait to marry until they are in their thirties or longer. I can't tell you what is going to happen for you - or when, but I can give you some advice on how you wait.

We often hear about "THE ONE". "I'm waiting for the one." "When I meet the one God has for me…" "Do you think this could be the one?" All eyes are on looking for THE ONE. But what if we turn it around? What if, instead of looking for THE ONE, we concentrate on being THE ONE?

That means working very hard on our own development. If someone out there is looking for a perfect marriage partner, how closely do we fit the bill? Thinking of it that way turns passive waiting into fruitful and active waiting. That kind flies by more quickly than staring out into space hoping THE ONE will float in.

Are you the kind of person someone would consider a real catch? Are you mature and enterprising, stable, unselfish, enjoyable to be around with a good sense of humor, honorable and trustworthy? Are you faithful? Are your life priorities in order? Do you have something to offer, not just an ability to take?

Next: How do I become THE ONE?

Being THE ONE (Part 2)

Most people who want to get married have some sort of list in mind of qualities they are looking for in a life partner. It's even a good idea to write them down. Topping the list for the Christian should always be that your partner has a relationship with the Lord. "Do not be unequally yoked together with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with lawlessness? And what communion has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14)

After this you may have a whole set of personality traits and interests that you are looking for. That's great and that's valid. But in the meanwhile, why don't you start working the list to see how you stack up? Are you looking for a good listener? Well, how good a listener are you? If someone were considering a marriage proposal from you, what hesitations would they have?

I suggest that you do a personality assessment on yourself and honestly try to admit your own character weaknesses. Submit them to the Lord for scrutiny. Ask for help in becoming the most eligible single person out there. You may think: yes, but won't the other person balance me out? I'm messy but won't their tidiness overcome my flaw? That's fine as long as you are willing to reverse that. You won't mind if they are always late while you are always on time?

Now, while you wait for THE ONE, throw yourself into life at every level. Work your career full force. Have hobbies. Learn how to do new things. Volunteer. Become as interesting as you want the other person to be. Additionally, use this time while you wait to really concentrate on God.

Can you go on a short term mission project? Later during marriage and family you may not have such an opportunity. Develop your spiritual life and form good habits that will last you into your marriage and for the rest of your life. Spend daily time in God's Word. Learn how to pray - not just little throw them up there prayers but the kind of prayers that do violence to the kingdom of darkness and bring heaven upon the earth.

God has a right timing for every event in our lives and he remembers you and your desire to marry. Keep praying for THE ONE. In the meanwhile, become THE ONE.

CHOOSING A SPOUSE :)

2009-05-19T20:56:00.001-07:00

The Question

Is it wrong to have a certain preference in terms of race when it comes to desirables of a future spouse? My upbringing and mindset is several cultures away from my culture of origin.

V. From United Kingdom

The Answer
Part 1: The choice is yours

The choice is yours

I don’t think it is wrong at all. Having a preference is different from disqualifying someone up front for his or her race alone. Anyhow, how could it be wrong to be choosey when making the most important decision of your life—the one with whom you will share the most intimate human relationship?

I could end my answer there because it’s a fairly simple question but I’ll take this opportunity to make a couple of additional comments about choosing a spouse. I’ve noticed that some Christians approach a marriage partner from such a spiritual perspective they forget to include common sense and natural preferences. While the bond of faith is essential, (“Do not be unequally yoked together with unbelievers.” - 2 Corinthians 6:14 NKJV) marriage can’t work well if it’s the only thing in common.

God created each of us uniquely and our likes and dislikes are part of that. You mention that your upbringing and mindset don’t match your culture of origin. Well, that’s part of what makes you YOU. God is well aware. Your “desirables” in race probably fits right in with God’s perfect partner for you.

It’s not a good idea to reject someone out of hand because of their race for any type of relationship whether friendship, dating or marriage. However, it’s good to be in tune with your own preferences regarding appearance, personality, living style and even cultural heritage and history.

Once married to someone, everything that you liked or disliked about them will be amplified over time. A habit that was only slightly annoying before may become nearly unbearable after years of living with it. So take advantage of every compatibility you can before the final choice is made—one that is meant to be “until death do you part.”

Why? How?

2009-05-17T12:05:00.001-07:00

There are many times in life where these words appeared.

WHY?

Why did i do this? Why I didn’t think before i do?

Why can’t I learn from the past? Why is it always so hard?

Why is it always me?

WHY?

How do i handle this? How do i overcome?

How do i find a way out? How can i do this?

HOW?

Help! I’m weak. I’m scared. I’m insecure. Father, show me the way of life. What'’s life? Will i ever find a place where i will be peaceful and safe except in your arms Father? No worries, no nothing and just plain before you Father. I just pray Father, you will give me the strength to go through all this once again. Its hurting me so much I do not know how to express this. I keep looking back and ask, Why?!? I don’t understand. It’s too complicated. It’s too deep. Why? My heart burns. My heart yearns and long for you Father. In everything we just want to surrender this into your hands Father. I can’t do this anymore Father. I can’t. It is killing me. The hurts are coming back. But this time it’s different. How Father? How? Father, may your strength flow through me Father, once again, to lift me up. Father, show me Father. Show me. I beg of you..I beg of you..Lord Jesus,we thank you that you have just guide me so far, and i pray Father that in all the roads, guide me Father.

*random thoughts*

I’m sorry if i write something weird. It is RANDOM :)

Temporary blog

2009-04-15T13:10:00.001-07:00

Dear all, just for your info, at times my blog might have her mood swings and thus, i have another blog for backup. haha.

http://e-simplicityoflife.blogspot.com

At the moment,i will revert back to Hidden Treasure. Simple will be used when something goes wrong with this one.ahha.

Cheerios…

FAMILY

2009-03-28T21:42:00.001-07:00

How do we determine who is our family?

Blood relations?

Spouse and children?

Sisters and brothers in Christ?

Buddies?

One thing is sure. In this life, not everyone can be our family. But we can be a family to others and be a blessing to others.

We will make mistakes as we go along. But we will not be alone. Remember…there will be people around us who will always be there…and the most important is we have to remember God will never ever leave us alone in times like this…

Peace :)

CONFUSION

2009-03-28T08:09:00.001-07:00

It is either its high or it is low. (there is no middle. that will torture)

I am wondering…

I am predicting…

I am hoping not…

But I am foreseeing…

I am unsure… of what I want.

I have no idea who I am.

I thought I am…

I thought…

Yes…there was once so many thoughts… which turned out to be wrong.

Who am I? I feel so lost. I need help. But who can help me except God alone. No one knows me. I don’t know myself. It is so hurting to not know myself when i thought i know myself. How can I discover myself? At times, it is nice to be just alone… No one knows me. That is the time you can just keep to yourself and not make any mistakes which you have to mend later or even caused lost forever.

Why is life so sad? I feel so so so down. I don’t know what to do. I want to talk to people but i don’t know how to say this out when i don’t even know what i want and what i’m facing. Why I always face this feeling? Can I pull out from everything and be the introvert I once was?

Face it. Extrovert is not my style. I feel so fake. Who is the real me? Oh man…i’m so so ruined. H>E>L>P?

Quoted from… Haha. Figure it out people. If you can. Cause even I don’t understand what I am saying. But I need to know.

WHO AM I?

* do leave some feedbacks if you sincerely think i need to know something i don’t know. It is VERY VERY IMPORTANT to me. PLEASE.

Thank you. :)

Friends

2009-03-15T02:03:00.001-07:00

Friends may not be able to replace family.

But friends are people who help you when you need someone.

They lift you up when you fall.

They wipe your tears when you cry.

They listen while you talk.

They laugh with you when you laugh.

They understand every action that you take.

They love you the way you are.

Thank you to all my friends who did not let me go through my one whole year in USM alone. Thank you for all the smiles and jokes that make me smile. Thank you for all the lessons i learnt and keep. Thank you for all the help given. Thank you for sharing. Thank you thank you thank you…

Nevertheless,

The greatest friends of all is JESUS. He is there when i fall. He is there when i have no one to turn to. He understands my every need and my every sorrow. He knows what is right and wrong. He loves me without asking anything in return. Everyone who believes in HIM will never be lost. He is our father’s father. He is our father. Draw near to him and you will be at peace. Entrust all anxiety and sorrow and joy to HIM. For he is our God, Savior and King. Only HE know us. For he made us. He create us. As HIS FRIEND and CHILDREN.. And there’s more. There’s no charges applied nor any hidden motives of HIM helping us and being with us. He loves us. And all it takes for us to hold his hand is to have faith. And accept HIM into our life.

Do you want a friend who truly love you unconditionally? :) Trust me there is no one like HIM in this whole wide world. He is the original God and there’s no one like him. You want pirated? or ORIGINAL? Its your choice.

Home SICK

2009-03-15T01:48:00.001-07:00

My sis called this afternoon…Asking me whether I want to buy anything from IKEA :) Since she will be exporting her red saga back to kuching (wish it will accidentally reach penang…hehe).

What can i get in IKEA?

1) Rice cooker?

2) Kettle?

3) Metal?

4) Others?

I asked my sis and she was like… ‘Aiya…you go check internet la!’ ERm….unfortunately… My internet line keep revealing this window…

I was so annoyed trying to get through. Imagine the pain of my fingertips retyping again and again username: xxxxxx-xx-xxxx password: xxxxxxxxxxxx. That is,if it ever get to that part. If it doesnt’, that means i’m clicking playing with my touchpad.haha.or whatever you call that.

Finally i give up. And I want to continue study for OB…OMG i’m at the first chapter since morning. CHAPTER 6. got 4 more chapters to go.sigh sigh.

Suddenly, my dad called. Its been ages since i talked to my family members (exclude that time i called my mom when i was in penang hill. That was a really short greetings thats all). So yea. Man i miss my dad. and my family. He asked me whether my sis called. And we start talking. And I got to know the latest updates from my family…which i don’t think I should reveal here just in case i wasnt’ suppose to. When i hear from my dad, i was shocked. I though it will affect the family. But i guess somehow they manage to be so calm. I don’t know. I really feel like crying though i’m not at home.

I miss them. I really miss my family. Being away from home, even though still in Malaysia, is so so tough. Times passed by and things change. Friends can never replace family.

MAKE SURE YOU TREASURE EACH AND EVERY FAMILY MEMBER. SPEND TIME WITH THEM WHENEVER YOU HAVE THE CHANCE. YOU MAY NOT KNOW HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU BUT WHEN YOU DO, IT MIGHT BE TOO LATE.

Lord, I pray sincerely that you will continue to watch over my family. Even though they may be going through tough times, be with them. Keep each and everyone of them close to you and protect them. Keep them safe and healthy everyday and every second and let them remember that they are not alone. There' is a home. There is a family. Give us the strength to cope with this. Though it is good news, but I pray you can help us manage our emotions. You have your plans for each and everyone of us. Guide us so that we will not forget that you are always with us. Let us remember that you alone know the future. Thank you Father. In Jesus name. Amen.

Answers to questions

2009-03-14T10:06:00.001-07:00

Haha.

Dearest budak budak,

If only i have i would be smiling so big you can’t see my face.

Seriously i don’t have.

TRUST ME.

I see my sis so happy i also want ba :)

But its not the right time. And also i’m not sure what i want. So yea. Let God continue to lead.hehe.

Keira budak. 3rd year last sem i will be in LI la.ahha.where can find. And some things are easier said than done.haha. No one can handle me that easily. It is a very very big challenge.hehe.Tiger ba.hehe

Crystal, i think instead of you asking me to look for mine, you should look for yours too.ahha.

Lesley, If i got i will tel you guys 1.hehe.don’t worry.

Ego is a big issue for guys.haha.Don’t know why but suddenly feel like saying that.haha.so yea. if they dont ever put down their ego and face the girl they like, hard man. haha.especially with girls like me :p Honesty and sincerity is the best approach.hahaahhaa….sorry la..you people start asking me questions i’m so deep in thoughts i have to write something to rebel back.ahah.bully me la… :)

I wonder

2009-03-07T18:53:00.001-08:00

I wonder…

Am i dreaming or is this true?

It is really unexpected.

The night that was meant to be,

turned out to be even better than planned.

Though it was different from what i expected,

it turned out really well.

On that night itself,

I felt something really strong.

I don’t know whether it is there,

but if it is,

I have found.

The one thing i pray and hope for.

But if it is not mine,

please, God, let it fade.

But if it is mine,

let me have the strength to take it up again.

Guide me and lead me. I pray that i will not be lost.

06/03/2009

HOSTEL ‘RUNTUH’

2009-02-22T23:34:00.001-08:00

I reach my room around 3 sthg…

Outside, the wind was super strong. Even with jean skirt, it feel like the skirt can fly up. But but but… So long didnt have winds like this in PENANG :) was really enjoying every moment of the cool breeze…

UNTIL…

When i reach my room, i open the door, before I manage to react, BANG! PANG! PIAK!

I was shocked. For that few second, I saw…flying metal? flying clothes? GHOST!!!!

Silly…I’m just joking. But…these are the real situation. Lets have a look…

Look at this window. What do you see?

Anything unusual? for those who stay in RST, i’m sure you know what’s the difference.

Seriously… Look properly. If you can’t figure it out… LOOK at the pic below…

See the difference?

Yes…My curtain detached from my hostel door, with the metal as well…

Hey, my room not that messy k…its the wind (hehe).Suddenly all the things fly here and there. Now its tat messy.

See? the metal is lying there. If i come in one minute earlier, this metal will hit me on the head man. (pengsan. Then can skip mid term. Haih. Why I didnt come back earlier!) haha. Joking.

Oh yea, guess what i discover when i try to put back my curtain? :)

If you see carefully, you can see that this is NO ordinary fan.

The main function:

Cause nose block. (So thats why every morning I feel like crying :( )

Oh oh… and today I bought this really cool dvd… Waiting for ages man…Thanks DAVID! Dont have the older version but i got the new version! hehe.And mine comes with a special gift (I wonder David telling the truth. haha.)

HILLSONG KIDS!!!

Devoted to PRATER

Devoted to WORD and

Devoted to…er….I cant remember.haha.

Watch it. Kids are innocent and they worship with no intention behind their sincere worship and praise. Furthermore, there are two jokers inside. Hm, but I have to say EPCC gang, especially my CGL, Gary Chong Khin Jin, is better. Hiaks…

Finally : Reply to TAGS

2009-02-21T11:18:00.001-08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a note with 20 random things, shortcomings, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 20 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you choose them.

1. I’m not doing my assignments. According to the seven criteria given by Pastor Kelly, the first one is, if you can’t handle your assignments, you can’t date :( Haha. its not pathetic k. Just having fun saying this.

2. I just confess something very very very secretive to someone today.

3. I want to go back to leader’s retreat at penang hill!!!

4. I’m hungry. Any food? (Man…i’m getting super fat)

5. I miss my family and my puppies/ should say dogs. KUCHING…

6. Death ends life, not relationship.

7. I like to sing. But I don’t have a nice voice. And also, when i listen to music, I have no idea who’s singing and the way they sing or the lyrics. I’M THAT BLUR.

8. I’m a very ganas TIGER. I’m called GANAS. Do not mess with me!

9. Tuesdays With Morrie is nice! hehe.

10. I love dancing. I want to learn to be as good as my sis. But i have a feeling that ambition is abit too much. Hehe. I’m coming back…wait for me people.

11. Somehow I don’t think I’m normal… Cause I’m special!!! hehe.

12. I want to rest…But I can’t…SIGH.

13. PROM NITE coming up. And I haven’t settle what i’m suppose to do. See my face and you know I am totally lost.

14. I need to start studying. Exams on Tues and Fri. HELP!!!

15. I miss my GURLFRENS and My best FRIEND. Of course, there are others who I miss.hehe. People…when will we meet again? :(

16. I am starting to drink coffee. Finally someone is trying new things.hehe

17. My dream : Climb MOUNT KINABALU. MUST!!!!!

18. I realise I’m not that outgoing. No wonder my mom say i can’t be in business.haha.

19. I need a really really long crying session. So long didn’t do that. That would be really fun. But I don’t think I will be doing that anytime soon.

20. Lesley!! why la you tag me. HAHAH> But…Good way to release stress.. WHOOSH~!

People I tag = Everyone? Haha. Coz I have no idea how this works.

Management? In whose hands?

2009-02-19T20:20:00.001-08:00

Stress!

Assignments! Midterms! Total blurness! = HELP! :(

These few weeks, I have ponder upon, how should i handle myself? It seems like there’s no way i can be NOT STRESS. It shows all over my face. *sob*

How do we manage our lives? Are we the ones managing our own life? Can we, as mere human, do that? How would we know what will happen? Are we living everyday awaiting for tomorrow’s events hoping it wouldn’t be the worse?

Stress eh? Why bother about tomorrow?

Its written in the bible, ‘Let today worry for itself. We have enough to worry for for today.” Something like that.I cant remember the exact words. Then there’s another verse “Do not be anxious….” So why am I so tension and so stress out? Is it influence by people around me?

Answer :

I HAVE NO IDEA.

Conclusion:

Stress is good for us. Too much of it will kill us.

P/s": This does not apply for smoking. Smoking is not good. Too much of it will kill us.

How did i link stress to smoking? Don’t ask me.

I HAVE NO IDEA.

Study break

2009-02-19T08:28:00.001-08:00

Ahem.

Long week of studying…

The advertisement will say:

“Lets have some Kit KAt”.

Meanwhile,'

Esther slowly drags herself to D’ Sukres, hunting for

FOOD

FOOD FOOD

FOOD FOOD FOOD!

and this is what she says:

“Lets have some cheese Kat”

Presenting…

Hasamwakia or sthg like that blueberry cheesecake. Yikes.Threw away the cover without reading whats the brand.hehe.

Well, its not the cover that matters now is it?

Its…

THIS!!!

Yummy yummy…

COMMENTS :

The blueberry was fine. Mixes well with the cheese.

The cheese was nice. Mixes well with the blueberry.

But…

The biscuits was KO. Its not that bad actually. but its nor crunchy enough and its quite separate big pieces.

For something that costs me RM 4.90, I expect more! :p However, I believe, Esther will visit D’sukres more often from now onwards.

New destination, New Life, most importantly, New FOOD…

Introducing… GURLFRENS

2009-02-16T00:51:00.001-08:00

Ever since we formed the gurlfren group, we haven’t really officially announce it and also took photo of ourselves.hehe. So yea…now…we have our official group photo in third lady’s house.

Voila…

Its time to reveal the true colors of the three ladies in the group.

This post is dedicated to my gurlfrens Nisha and Ivan.

Hope this true friendship will last for eternal and thanks for being such great friends and sisters (oops…ivan – brother). Such a wonderful blessings to have you two in my life. hehe… All the best in life and continue to shine for Jesus as we walk in different directions in life…Hugs…

Valentine’s? :)

2009-02-15T10:32:00.001-08:00

After reading my sister’s valentine’s story, (http://m-senses.blogspot.com) I start to think of my valentine. I wonder, what kind of guy would he be? Will he be like who i hope he will be like? Let’s reveal my criteria of valentine though i’m not sure i’m eligible for these criteria. Hehe.

Criteria of Utmost Importance

1) Christian

2) Respect his and my parents.

3) Able to relate to me.

4) Patient and calm in every situation.

5) Mature than me in terms of thinking ( I need someone who can advise in my spiritual walk with God ). Make wise decision.

6) Fatherly figure and characteristics

7) Appreciate me for who I am

8) Able to control his temper and also be decent when he’s outside. Do not simply shout like no one’s business ( Able to present himself nicely to people). haha.

9) Oh yea, and i seriously anti people who use bad words or foul words or any words that i do not like especially when they are angry.ahah..so buzz off if you are one of them :p

10) No smoking. AT ALL. Alcohol is allowed but not excessively.

So, where’s my valentine? Hehe. That will be a secret ( due to the fact that i’ve no idea where is he. ) haha.

P/s : These are flowers i took picture of.hehe. since they look so nice. The first one is not mine.haha..i took the pic when they bought the flowers. the second one is given as an appreciation for my help.ahha.Nish say my friends so nice give me flowers.haha. But people, dont like my sis think its from my valentine.ahha…my fault i didnt say clearly…these are sample of the flowers i manage to get close to.ehhe.

Dad’s Garden

2009-01-23T19:25:00.001-08:00

Hehe. I was doing my homework when my dad ask me to go check out his garden. So yea… I decide to take a few pictures. My dad really spent alot of time trying to make it more presentable compare to the one before.hehe. I really feel that he is a great man.hehe. So yea… This is z loving garden.hehe.

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Here it is…see my dad cleaning the cement.hehe.as for the second picture, this is what he actually came up with using whatever rocks he can find.hehe.creative eh? then he spent the whole morning trying to arrange all the flowers (in the 4th pic).at least the garden looks more presentable than just hard cold rock.hehe.

Now,random issue.

Boulevard tissue box. I find it nice so i took a pic. My mom tease me.ahha.

And, this is the video i have been repeating over and over again. And which is the one that kept me awake today while i was yawning nonstop. I played that in ivan’s house yesterday…I know nat and josh didnt like it that much.haah.And the others also.I guess I’m the only really chinese person there.haha the others are all western educated in a way to say. So proud to be chinese.haha.

JB : Thank God.

Me: hmmmm?????

JB : Mebe 30/70. Cant remember which is which. But i think its 30 not thankfully and 70 thankfully.ahha.so yea…

See? But I guess we have different preferences.

Overwork

2009-01-23T18:11:00.001-08:00

I have so many things on hand now i feel so overwork. I’m tired. super tired. Any entertainment to help me at release stress? I can’t go out now. It will increase my stress level knowing i can and should spend my time doing my work instead of going out. And any one can provide any ideas for fund-raising? In need of help desperately cause my brain is stuck. Now… to remind myself of what I have to do, I better list it all down.

ASSIGNMENTS :

1) OB

    Assignment ( due 4/3 )

    Case Study ( due two weeks after cny )

2) FRS

    Assignment ( due 19/2 )

    Homework ( go through )

3) Marketing

    Assignment ( need to check back when’s the due date )

    Case Study ( 2 chapters – due after cny )

4) Management Accounting

    Look for Friend for updates

5) Business Law

    Assignment ( need to check when’s the due date )

    Case Study ( need to ask XY what to do )

THINGS TO BE DONE

1) Prom Night ( Programs, Gimmicks, License )

2) Career Fair ( look for PT )

3) PKA Night ( Think FR )

4) Leader’s Retreat ( 20/2 – 21/2 )

5) Mission Trip ( 4/5 – 19/5 )

6) Exam OB ( 10/2 Night )

7) CG FR

8) CSI (15/2)

9) PBJ 0903 ( 9/3 )

10) Farewell Night PKA

11) Archery ( nex sem )

I believe at this moment these are all that i can remember. More to come…Believe it or not..more to come.haha.

CNY Fashion Talk

2009-01-23T04:38:00.001-08:00

Ok…Since my beloved sis wrote a blog of the conversation we had, I will just link it to her blog. Save my time in writing a post.hehe.

Here…

http://m-senses.blogspot.com

Check it out for the two sis convo before cny.hiaks hiaks.and theres a youtube vid on cny songs…bt its poisonous…so beware :)

DIFFERENT

2009-01-23T04:09:00.001-08:00

I thought its nothing. But its awkward. hee. Not like its totally no way. But there is something there. I am not sure whether its me behsong or maybe its always been there but I never notice. The fact is….it just feels so uncomfortable at times. Weird huh. But I hope I won’t show it. I mean, no wrongdoings here. So why need to be at this stage? ahaha. Hope and pray, this feeling will go away. Let it be natural. But for sure, there will be less time if possible. I got work to do!!! haha..argh!!!

KUCHING - HOME

2009-01-22T06:55:00.001-08:00

Finally,I reach home. My puppies greeted me so lovingly by licking and circling me.hehe. These are the two cuties, Panda and Goldie. However, my sis didnt greeted me that well. I bought them stuff and they were sleeping. Got school ba.worse stil… when i reach my room, my bed…besides nerpsther,its empty!!! haha.where are all my pillows…the only place to look : the bed below mine. wel wel wel….look how my pillow ‘love’ my sis…cheryl chia…haha.lets introduce my sis…

I took this while she is sleeping. its cute right.but this is back in december.haha.

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This is in chicago 7.hehe. There are more. But i pick the few main and nice ones.especially the third one where i look so nice inside.hehe.

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This will be in Bing at premier 101.hehe. Present would be Miss Ting, Miss Chia, Mr soon Eng…and missing in action, Chuan.haha.i had cheese cake…wana see wana see??

Oreo Cheese Cake from Bings. Nice…but cost me rm8.50. :) :(

this is my 21st bday gift from Miss Ting…

hm…now.if I ever lost my jewellery…i know where to find. Iwill put this to good use miss ting..eheh..thanks so much…if you see properly theres hook inside…i’m assuming its for necklaces…ahem ahem..anyone who owe me present,you know what to get me. But at the moment, I am short of earrings.haha

For those of you who have no idea whats kueh chap, be my guest and refer to this pic here.hehe.man…it is so so delicious.hehe.

See?even my grandma agrees…hehe..

At the moment, thats all I have..trust me there are more to come..when I have the time.ehhe..Kuching…miao…grrr….cool place! ehehe.

Super woman!!!

2009-01-19T08:02:00.000-08:00

Looking at this pic...fuyoh..super nice...

It was really nice to play..first time ba..haha..i'm surrounded by the clouds...everything seem so perfect...

and then...

"ouch"haha...yup..first time experience....memang like tat...kena abuse by the string..ahha..

29/12-shopping spree...not me!!!

2008-12-29T02:10:00.000-08:00

Let me wish someone happy birthday to begin with...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN KEE!!!
HEHE. HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRHTDAY IN KUCHING!!!

Today...supposingly no plan..ahha..coz keira didn't say anything last night..but lesley message me around 11 sthg...asking whether i would like to join 2 daniels,michael,justin and her for a trip to komtar and tanjung bunga.at first i hesitated..thinking of my 2 chapter macro i haven touch.but then..if i don't go,lesley will be the only girl(yer..make myself so noble).haha.so yup..i agree to join them..lesley wanted me to help her choose her shoe.hehe.i helped!!! i helped!!! haha..she bought two pairs in the end..one for her sis another for herself.anyway..so i we met at rst guardhouse at 10.30am.amazingly...i was always the first one to arrive...haha..maybe just i go early.So..we go and wait for the bus..which came around half an hour later.haha..its very normal...luckily the weather was windy..or else memang i will start complaining..i know i know..complaining is not good..will change that.hehe.

So...when i go in..yes!!! there's tiang to hug in the bus.haha..trust me i prefer the tiang than the seat.ahha.its just..preferences..what can i say?so we went to komtar..and..we had....

NASI KANDAR
THE BEST NASI KANDAR IN PENANG!!!

This is how it goes...
We all sat down...

Me: What are we all going to eat here?
M: Nasi kandar.
Me: What's nasi kandar?
All: You don't know? (Seriously all 5 of them look at me like i'm not human)
Its Penang famous food..
M: When you go back do not...do not tell anyone you never try nasi
kandar..
Me: Is it spicy?
M: Yea..but you can choose the kuah..some not spicy..ahha..

When i took my share and sat down..Michael was like..no wonder you never try nasi kandar..no kuah at all..haha..so he ordered kumar for me..its nice..hee..now i know what to order if i go indian stall...hehe..

Ok..so i'm like the most sua pa lau person from kuching.ahha.but yes!!! tried the best nasi kandar in penang.ahha.Michael,2 Daniels and also Justin had cendol to go with their food but me and lesley was too full to eat.and its not as big bowl as the one i tried with geneive jo and su ee.ahha.

wow...look at the queue..

daniel and michael in action..hehe..

michael's nasi kandar

daniel's nasi kandar

After that...we met up with sharon in Mcd..So girls had our hunt for shoe..whereas guys..i have no idea what they do..but end up Daniel Tan bought a book.ahha.and Lesley got her shoes.plus some extra purchases which she didn't mean to buy at the beginning.hehe.So yes..we finish everything..then Sharon wanted to buy the pouch for her handphone because she left it in the cab.haha..hm..this one better or that?hard choice to make..but i have to say the pouch she bought was nice..ahah..its a good thing i'm not addicted to all of these things..so i save alot.hehe.so yea..in the end she bought 2..one for michael one for herself.

So next stop...:Justin's Tanjung Bunga..haha..the story goes like this...back in 20000 years ago...2 daniels,michael,sharon and justin...they...cant remember where they went..but in the end

justin say: hey..lets go to this place in tanjung bunga..they have these really nice pisang goreng.

.so yea...daniel tan was driving..Justin was unsure where the place is...so daniel use his gps and look for it...they drove all the way up to tanjung bunga..justin was unsure where is the exact location..

Justin: I think its this..no no..this one..but thank God..finally they found the place...and...

Tauke: Sorry..there's no more pisang...so that means no pisang goreng..

But there are still some bananas there...

Tauke: Oh...those bananas are not good enough....cant fry..sorry...

In the end...all of them went back dissapointed..so...today...Daniel is on a mission to find his dignity back..

In the bus...

M: Eh,justin...did we pass the place d...it looks like this...
Daniel: Yala...I think we pass the place d..
Justin: I'm not that dumb...I'm dumb..but not that dumb..

We all laughed..
M: You said it..i didn't say..ahah...

Amazing how people can tease one another and trick them into refering themselves as dumb..ahah..

So yea...finally..we reach...the bell wont work..so we had to ask the driver to halt in a very rush manner..ahha..

what's everyone seeing???

Here we go...pisang goreng..and so on so forth..we bought the pisang goreng..
pisang goreng and ubi keledar..and so on...

and we walk to the BEACH!!!!

orange in the river??

Fisherman...makes me think of fishers of man...

Wel...its been a long time since i been to beach..all this while wasn't really in the mood for beach time..but today..i was in the mood for beach..but not really the water..jsut wana feel the water

but not going in to play..aha...

Justin..Victory!!!

The pisang goreng was super nice..really sweet..ehhe..gt chance i'm gona go again..hiaks..

Then..its time to go back..haha..I love the pole in the bus...all the bus trips today somehow i manage to hold the pole.haha..seriously i think the pole is nicer than seat.hehe.so yea...this is how much i spent for bus...

Random issues

pigeons by the roadside..this is special because...white pigeon!!! haha..

The cats have new kittens!!!! hehe..owh..aren't they cute?

Oh...and also these...cute snails..my sis said she step on one in the house..ahha..now how cruel of her..ahah..

Back In USM :(

2008-12-27T19:18:00.000-08:00

School...
sigh..its been a week since i leave home.i miss home.i miss kuching food.i miss..my puppies!!! seeing them makes me so happy..hehe.well...first day class was cancel.made me regret i came back.haha.
But second day the class starts...wow!!! the class for macro was big man.well at least it looks big...everyone is scarttered around.maybe thats the reason.ahah.then on wednesday..

*fainted*

Wed-2 lecturer..and 3 tutorial..Oh my goodness!!! haha..but looking at the bright side...yay mon tues thurs fri at least can have some life.ahha.and we have marketing on thurs..but then again...its christmas day!!! hehe..so no class..that means we have no class untill monday.monday we are not sure whether we have class.for one,its public holiday..but somehow the lecturer for business law say classes start on monday...so...anyone help me out?haha.confused girl here.friday we are totally free.good thing.ehhe.

Wednesday night!!! Christmas eve celebration...hiaks hiaks..
Thanks to God,Elpis and Makarios it was a great success..our welcoming turns out to be our dinner..ehhe..then we had fellowship..I meet my accounting senior(Han Yang-crazy guy,Tony-roomate of han yang,ah kiong and terry-both very quiet guy)haha.then i met michael,hosea's fren ang tze hung,er..can say someone I know.he had a twin bro whom i met sumwher.i dun reli noe how to differentiate between them.super confused.haha.then i met fariz..i always wonder who's fariz and yup..i get to interview him(will explain further down).ahha.We had pasta,choc cake and salad!!! hehe..not to forget our drinks..ahha..i told han yang and gary the portion too little not enough..in the end..we really cant finish it.ahha..really bad estimation.sigh sigh...maybe if the pasta is soup and with bovril i can eat alot.but its cheese.so cant eat tat much.ahha.fat..too bad keira gt diarrhea..sien la u..owes gt diarrhea..hahaa..u miss out all these food chabo..ahah..

Ok.so after dinner,its game time.ahha.caroline prepare balloons with a secret message in it.we have to blow till it burse to find out whats written in it.and guess what..u have to make the sound of whatever is written on the paper.ahha.mine was bell...I have no idea how to make the sound of a bell so i just borrowed lesley's key and mak the ting ting ting sound.ahha.and yes..this is the moment.fariz was holding a paper with bell oso.ahah.he didnt know the sound i made was bell.oh well.then hm..we had to interview that person and they had to interview us.Fariz is an international student.from indonesia.status avaiable attached.he said he rampas my kolo mee that time.though i have no idea crystal bought me kolo mee.so he is prefectly safe.haha.he is taking master..in what i wont say la.ahha.i tin i review enough of him.ahah.next..who else...oh yea..gary,terry(i tin),han yang..and someone else like black..cant remember.ahha.

next..carols..hehe..sharon was in charge..she did a good job.but i cant manage to sing up to the tune..coz its so high up.haha..soprano.paise paise..i'm alto.and alto also maybe middle range.ahha.bt sharon did a great job no doubt.her voice really nice.ahha.

next.games again.eheh.this time fariz is in charge.This is how it goes.choose the most creative person in your group.we have two groups.gary is the creative person for the other group whereas ours is ah kiong.then the last person i cant rmbr who's the one for gary's grp.but ours is terry..eheh..we bullied the seniors!!! yay!!! the last person have to be able to translate tins accurately.ahah.so yea..we are given sticks(which are used to draw on the backs of ppl infront of u).then 4 pictures.the last person will have to draw on the back of their fren and the picture has to be passed to the front.haha..then the first person have to make a story out of the 4 pictures.we manage to pass the message to the front though the last picture was wrong.so there was some misunderstanding in between the passing.haha.There is one point i thought its a wheelchair and ling xiang thought its a sock.turn out ling xiang correct.haha.me memang a bit bad at guessing games.ehhe.so ok..our final 4 pictures..First we have christmas tree!!! Second..A house.third,sock.fourth,maggi mee!!! yumyum.ahha. Gary's group have...Gary!!! Han Yang!!! Sushi and...a poodle?i think.ahha.GAry...being gary..his story was extraordinary...he and han yang was a gay couple.they really like sushi.On Christmas day,they had sushi..but they din manage to finish it so they feed it to the poodle..ahha..(I think its like this).ahha..I really wonder how this tins turn out to be like this.ahha.then ours..the more serious group..hm...i only rememberr we had maggi..ahah..coz we like maggi..the others i cant rmbr..memory escapes me.haha.then..the time comes..where the truth will be revealed...gary's group the picture is totally out of range..ahah..ours..we gt 3 correct...the last one...i cant rmbr the picture though.ahah.so our creative person is really sharp..not bad not bad.ahha..whereas gary's one they re really super creative.hehe.

Then we had the story telling session where gary told us the story of how christmas come about.It is true that now everyone is so obssesed with santa claus and presents and christmas tree when it comes to christmas.but the real christmas comes from Jesus. God has given us his son to redeem us by dying for our sins.on the 25 of december,Mary gave birth to Jesus.The shepherds,wise men and the angels were all there.In a manger cold and dark, nothing can ever make that manger special.It is just a normal manger like any other.But..Jesus was there.and that made the whole manger special.He was borned...to save us..the gift is HE.I am not really good at expressing myself.But its something like this i wanted to say.eheh.

Doulos International Night..(Kuching)
hee...on the 19/12..Doulos had an event in ACS at 8pm.hehe.doulos international night.it was so nice.they were introducing all the ship crews to us.They came from all over the world.There are Korean,Canadians,Scottish,and alot alot.haha.They perform dances for us to see.The Korean fan dance was whoa...nice..and i like the scottish dance too.ehhe.But the only picture i manage to take is this...see below.ehhe.

On Chtistmas day itself...
We had service in the morning and after that we go lunch...haha..and guess we are where?we went to..er..yiaks...forgot the name..ahha..sien..but its indian food..pastor sam and his family was there...they say after finish if you fold it from front to back its not nice..if back to front its nice..or is it the other way...yikes..man..i'm very absent minded nowadays.....ahha..oh..and we manage to take a few pictures..hehe..with the christmas tree..keira a...wanted to take pic with u..but u are not there..sienz..ahah..

Result~

2008-12-18T11:15:00.000-08:00

***Image deleted due to mistake made.***

I got my result.
The result I was waiting for for so long.and..wel..was kinda disappointed I have to say...my semgred only 3.19...its kinda low for first sem.hm..but i decide to sleep it through.its out.nothing much i can do can I?hug myself.hehe.

Now I will try concentrate on this sem.But seriously sem haven start me already think of cny.hehe.I do pray sincerely this time i will do well in my exam..I wonder why always have a C in my grade.hehe.oh well..chuan..no need you to cekik me.still need to learn my excel and access from you one day..one day..ahha..

ANNOYED!!!

2008-12-16T08:17:00.000-08:00

Today I was trying my best to contain my annoyance. These drivers...They really do not know what to do with a car's horn. What did I do? Eh,mister,there's a blue sign with a U can see or not?I am doing a U-turn and you keep horn for what? As if you horn my car will shoot to the front.U-turn need to brake abit you know.Dont know how to drive don't drive la.Disturb citizen's peaceful life.ish ish ish.I think we should start a petition to sue all this people who like to horn so much.Horn is build for right purpose k.if you don't know what its for,ask google.I believe a computer know more than you.really la..sorry but today my mood not tat good wiht this cough.Memang wrong timing to annoy me.good thing i didn't notice your car plat no.Or else i'm gona post it on blog and anywhere i can reach.See how popular you will become.But I was never that observant.ahha.so everyone who annoys me should be quite safe.right right right?

男人为何会烦？

2008-12-15T19:36:00.000-08:00

古语说男人不是为了女人就是钱。那如果两个都不是怎么办？那就是他完全没有生存的目标咯。
那女人呢？女人应该也逃不了这几个个性。但最少应该没男人那么的痛苦。女人不是虚弱的。她们也有坚强的一面。这就是为什么现在女强人越来越多。哈哈。但怎么说也好，女人总会有需要男生的一天。神造我们已经预先有准备我们的另一半。虽然不是每个人都会找到他们的对象，但如果我们的想法是神造我们为一个孤独的人，那肯定是错的。但也没人叫你一天到晚注意你周围是不是有你的王子或公主啦。是不是太闲空没事做啊。你的就是你的。不需要那么紧张。如果真的没遇到的话，那也不需要感觉到伤心。因为这扇门关了，另一个会开。主义安排了我们每天的生活。每个细节他都不会错过的。明白吗？？其实我只是突然被某某事情启发道，所以就写了这篇所谓我的日记。呵呵。但华语实在有点高难度要打啦。所以这一篇什超过半个小时我才真真打弯。不痛苦。要死额多才会进步。呵呵。好啦。这篇就到此为止。

哦，对了。好消息。我的咳嗽块好咯。哈哈。好高兴。不然每天咳咳咳。老太婆也不像。什么都不像。好像生病婆。哈哈。老虎可不可以生病。现在世界已经缺少了很多老虎。不可以再烧掉我这么特别的一只。

百家乐

2008-12-14T06:08:00.000-08:00

Today our class U6S4 aka so called physics students had our...2nd? class gathering at pai jia le. I arrive late so i managed to sit at one table with alina them whereas ah chuan them sit with our three beloved teacher

Mdm Jane Ling (which I just found out she was from USM! cheers to USM)
Mdm Elaine Ting and also
Miss Sim Bee Yong.Wel..

one thing about sitting at another table is...we dont have to be scared we dont have enough food.Because we have only like 8 people with 10 people food proportion. Whereas the other table they have like...13?around that i gues..and that table there are 4 women..tay and the 3 teachers.and the others are all guys(thats d reason the food finish fast).Our table..there are only 3 guys and 5 girls..ahha..so yea..you can see how this thing works.

The bad thing is...we had too much food...

So in the end we had our so called rubbish bin whom was named

Cheng Szee Fook

to help us finish though for some reason he managed to reject the vegetable..hey,if someone like me say those vege arent that bad..there are no reason why someone should refuse those vege at all..i mean..i'm like a carnivor k..

Oh...almost forgot..there's one really special thing here which you can never ever find in other restaurant.

I order 'JU HUA CHA'.. Wel..I thought its suppose to look like this..

or at least like this...

but...it turned out to be like this???????

no joke man..and the service...i have no comment..but if i were to rate..haha..sorry la...2/10 wil be the highest i can give.eh,we are not very choosy or annoying customer ok...we are very nice...how can you treat us like that?give us the rice also like behsong us..just because baboon ask u to remove the chair so we can have more space your attitude should be polite..tsk tsk tsk..how to do business..its a good thing the food still good..or else. the restaurant will be in deep trouble.haha.

oh..and one more..baboon created a new word..

remember camera we always call 照相机？
Baboon created a new word today...its called...

照片机

Not bad right..wel...he used this excuse. "For someone with a form 3 level...you cant blame me ok"...hm...Hard to accept lo..ahha..

And in the end Miss Keira Cheong appeared..ahha..though late but at least la we meet up..ahha..and we manage to collect all the tin's cover..me keira,su ting,mei fong alina..ahah...we were having fun collecting..sad to say..i'm the one with the skills..haha...

Sick!!! AGAIN?!?

2008-12-13T06:09:00.001-08:00

This is how i look when i am seriously sick.I look so weird you wont recognize its the tiger.haha.
I have a feeling the reason of my sickness is because...

I'M LEAVING MY HOME SOON...TO BE EXACT ITS IN 7 DAYS!!!
SUCH A SAD THING ISN'T IT.
BUT I BELIEVE MY MOM IS RIGHT.YOU CANT STAY HOME FOREVER.
YOU WONT GROW AT ALL.HEHE.

Back to my sickness...
I thought it was nothing..jsut slight headache..maybe just sleep it through.However,when i woke up,things don't seem as easy as i thought.i felt my forehead have a slight increase in temperature(fuyoh!my hand is a termometer right now).and I cant sleep or walk or sit at all.Just feel like my whole body is so uncomfortable.Finally,i compromise and went to the clinic called "Klinik Bina" in Satok.Usually its another clinic but yesterday it didnt open.haha.the moment i open the car door...

guess what happened??

I DID SOMETHING I NEVER DID FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME.
I VOMITED.
AND WHAT'S INSIDE THE CONTENT?
MY LUNCH,WHICH IS PORRIDGE.
IMAGINE I HAD MY LUNCH LIKE 6 HOURS BEFORE AND ITS NOT DIGESTED YET.
WOW!!!
I DON'T KNOW ABOUT REAL SCIENCE BUT TO ME 6 HOURS EVERYTHING SHOULD BE DIGESTED D.HEHE.

so,in the end i got panadol,antibiotic and also ubat batuk.haha.i realise i'm gonna follow the doctor's instruction and eat all the medicine.I do not want to be my own doctor and avoid panadol.i need to keep my head right cause i still got like 3 and half years to go.haha.later fever till i cant study.thats a very bad thing.hehe.

Sigh.tomorrow will be our class gathering.but i'm not sure whether i can make it..we will see how..sigh sigh...

Sore

2008-12-11T15:46:00.000-08:00

SORETHROAT

THIS SICKNESS KEEPS VISITING ME THROUGHOUT THE YEAR. I DO NOT KNOW WHY.
IT ANNOYS ME SO MUCH BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT KEEPS ME QUIET.BCOZ...

SPEAKING MAKES MY THROAT SORE...I THINK THATS THE REASON ITS CALLED SORETHROAT.

SIGH..SORETHROAT SORETHROAT..CAN YOU PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...

MY HEART CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.ITS GETTING WEAKER AND WEAKER AT THE MOMENT.

CAN ANYONE HELP ME BESIDES ALL THE PEOPLE FROM MEDICAL AND HEALTH SCIENCE DEPARTMENT?

ps: I know there will always be sickness in our life as stated in the Bible(The Word of God which is also the Word of life) :) I'm just crapping to start my day off..hehe..

Whoever out there who is sick...be assured...You are not alone and...Everything happens for a reason.Like mine,maybe its time i stop talking and also scolding my sister.hehe..

Rumah roboh!!!

2008-12-11T04:16:00.000-08:00

My blog disappear today!!!
How can this happen?!?
Pondering upon my ill-fated day...I realize...everything happen for a reason.haha. Introducing...the birth of

HIDDEN TREASURE