A few days back ( or should be about a week before today (12 september 2009)), i encounter the most interesting phenomena of my life….

 

I LOST MY A-B CONTACT!!!

 

Panic! Oh man…what’s going on????

I checked again…this is SERIOUS! What in the world…then i realize…

Its the way i put my handphone…

If you see properly, there is this red black hp down there.. (it is SUPPOSE to be a the black sony ericsson hp. but since i have to take picture, i have to find sthg to replace dont i?) ahah.

 

 

 

Ok…kids…nex time you wan2 put your hp in the bag..make sure…you lock your hp first..nothing like this happen to nokia hp.haha.bt the sony ericsson hp…yea..a few times..just not so many contacts untill A to B contacts are deleted.ahah.

Paling and most kesian contact is Abel..haha.He is the first contact due to A and B. no one beats him..so when it comes to cases like this…no one beats him as well.he is the first and always kena deleted punya contact.haha.i always resaved like how many times d.haha.kesian him.

*** Attention to those whose name begin with A or B. Apologies for what happen.please do msg me so i can save your no again..ahha.Thanks for your cooperation… :) Friends Forever! Don’t angry yea.. :( haha..Cheers…

I was asked to update me blog. but due to the snail line i have here,its a bit hard to really update. and also i’m a bit lazy to think back at the moment with all the crazy acc info i have to rmbr for mid term…u see this? MIDTERM>… ONLY. I cant imagine final man…so yea…since two people ask me to update. i will update… :)

 

UPDATE :)

 

DEDICATED TO KEIRA AND CREAX.. HEHE.

August 1.

It has always been a memorable day to me. cause its my sister’s birthday!!! hehe. this year she celebrated her birthday in Miri with her beloved Mr C. But ahem ahem…someone growing old…kakaka..but glad she is happy. haha. (when i say happy, it means emotinally and also…body fats happy) haha. but once a year,its ok (yea right. as if its once a year) haha.

Now this year, another event occured on the august 1. this will be memorable for my beloved ‘daughter’. Introducing miss K. (no pic to be shown as i was hugging her bag). hehe. yes..and why is it special? I did not give birth to her on the aug 1 k. she is already 21 my goodness. haha. But but… she chose to leave her old life and lead a new life! She choose to do this some time ago d. But on AUGUST 1, the action of doing it, yes, WATER BAPTISM. My ‘daughter’ got baptized. hehe.

Location : St Nicholas, Penang

Time : 3.00pm

Attendance : Sisters and brothers of EPCC

I cant remember her whole testimony. But i heard the part where she was in a way, influence by her friends to go for iscf back when she is in secondary school. :) she also mentioned that something about her choice of USM. I cant remember the exact words. so better don’t simply say. But the word that still rings in my head…

‘I believe God put me here, in USM, for a REASON…that is to

BRING ME CLOSER TO HIM :)

Guys and girls, do you believe that wherever you are now, you are there for a REASON? do you believe that if you entrust your life to God, you will experience things that will bring you closer to Him? Everyone has their own life story to tell. How about you? This is not a condemnation(i think its spelt like that) hehe. This is a challenge to step out, TAKE A STEP OF FAITH, and do things that you never know you can.

It is not about you. It is about God. You think you can’t? Of course you can’t. We are mere humans.

Why don’t you rephrase it this way. I can, because God is with me. you can’t, but God can. hehe. so, don’t be afraid. Things may not go the way we hope it will go. But have faith. Everything happen for a reason. We are not trying to earn the world’s approval but God’s. hehe.

Read, think. Don’t stop there… ACT! Time is gold. once you miss it, it is gone. But if you miss it, don’t look back. look ahead. there are more things to come. Life is not boring or empty. it depends on how you look at it. PEACE :)

This is a true story if you are wondering whether i made this up. This is my experience. That’s why its in this blog :p

Haha.anyway. This happens last night. (19th July 2009)

There was this healing rally i went to with Clictus. Clictus was playing drums so he ask me to tag along for the healing rally. I have never been to healing rally, but heard of it. So yea, I just went, not expecting anything. Coz at first i thought its just a service. haha.my bad. was kinda tired yesterday also. actually slept a bit before the service start. in CCOP itself. What? its not wrong wa.service hasnt start.haha.

Anyway. Yes, the healing rally started with praise and worship. Then prayer for the pastor who is going to preach. from what i heard it sounds like Pastor John Taro. But i think i got the second name wrong. Anyway, he is from India (I think). I did not expect much la. My apologies for that.haha

So yes, he started preaching. Then he pointed to a woman and ask her to stand up. He say to the woman that he can see a vision of her sickness here,there. I have to admit, being someone who never see any miracles except for evil spirits driven out, it is hard for me to believe that he has the authority (or rather God given authority) to heal people. Yes, I heard of healing all over. But I have never witness it. So yea, ye of little faith. That’s me.

So I look at him, and think think and think. Is it possible? or did he actually talk to those people and plan it all out? I know I know.How can i think all this stuf? hey, i’m human ok. And i have flaws. Which is the more i think the more i doubt.haha. I admit that. So, either you live with that or try to think of urself as someone perfect but actually you are just the same as everyone. we are human.haha. (sorry for being a little harsh. Its my blog k. I have the right to speak. :p)

So everything went as normal. Pastor preaching and telling ppl once a while what is it they have and they will be heal. I didnt realize my doubt was that obvious even Clictus realize. But then again, its not because its tat obvious. But because God has given someone to me who really knows me. Ask another guy they would not have been able to tell.haha. he said i keep giving him the ‘Ya right’ look. I did not do that.haha.but he realized :p

So yes. it went as normal. Pastor ask us to go out to be prayed for. I went up.not as in front up.bt half way up.haha.So i just stand there.looking at what he is doing.not thinking but plain point blank looking.not having any feelings at all for what he is doin.i wonder why myself. Standing there…when suddenly…

“The girl in the green shirt..yes you.” I was like…huh? me? he pointed at me.so of course its me.i went up.abit curious and expecting what he would say.

“You have a very doubtful heart.” I was lk…oh no… Its scary ok. Here i am. not knowing anyone except Clictus and his friends, and i did not say a word to anyone. and this pastor was knows. Oh oh..you know when people say if it is not bad or serious enough God will not intervene? I think this is serious enough…my doubt was that bad God has to speak to me. And he say, ‘You think alot’. Don’t think.Believe.” I was lk..yes..thats what i want to do.After he prayed for me, I thought finished d. However…

“I see this pain at your left side near somewhere (which i cant rmbr),is it true?” I was like…yes..its true. all this while i have this pain near my kidney area. But i thought its because i was leaning on one side thats why the pain is there. But when he tell me, i was like..how you know? Of course i did not say tat out loud. but yes.i know its there. just tat i ignore it. And he prayed healing over me.

Then next he say there’s this something near my womb or is it underneath my womb(things happen too fast i cant rmbr exactly what he say. I was like..oh no. I was really scare. Coz all this while at times i wonder whether i can give birth and stuff. Don’t ask me why. It just happens to me. Think too much wa. So yes, i was thinking,if he did not say it, I would have keep thinking quite often. But now i’m healed! hehe.Thank God. There’s once part where he say cut off. I was like, huh? but i dun dare ask. and yes.that time i was crying. (scare,in awe and confused.what do you expect?) haha.

Then next. haven finished. I was shocked as well so many things happen. I mean, yea. I have always wanted God to reveal himself to me. I have been longing ever since i gt baptised. Even though God never make his move, I know He will. just not right timing. And…yes…it finally happen.haha. oh yea..the next..haha…

“You have a gift of writing..” I was like…huh? ok.i gt abit taken aback. First of all, my english is not good. second of all, i dont like to read. how can i write.haha.i actually wanted to start doubting.but i rmbr. don’t think.believe.yes..

After that happened, I called my mom and dad. dad was outside. So didnt manage to tell him but i told my mom.haha. I think she got abit blur.but yea. she gets abit of what i want to say.

I tell you….This is the first time i kena convicted like this. In front of so many people some more. I am not scare la. like I say, everyone has flaws. You think you don’t? haha. But it’s time God speak to me. And I really thank God. Hehe. God speak to Clictus too. DIRECTLY. But that will be his story to tell.haha.

But yes, God spoke to me, heal me and reveal to me my gift,though i have no idea how to exercise it. And God reveal another thing to me too. Though it is not directly. When pastor ask me to go up, Clictus was up on the stage. He can’t see me. But God spoke to him. And asked him to stand up and look. This, this itself, gives me the confirmation of my relationship with Clictus. Now if you ask me whether i’m sure of my relationship with Clictus, my answer would be yes.

This may be another story for you. But to me its my life changing story. haha. and this is definitely staying in my blog.whether you like it or not :) its me blog.ahha.

I have never felt this way before. But when I see this… My heart leap for joy! :)

Yes, I know its blur :( Wait till i get my camera. hehe.

My sis sms me telling me she got miri! hehe. I don’t care what you guys are gonna say, but to me, God is good! hehe.He knows that my sis is really troubled by this and really worried. At times things does not have to go through that person itself. But when you pray according to His will, it will happen. This is His promise.

Hehe. Before this she was worried about where she is posted. Now she is worried where to stay and how her car can somehow teleport over. RM 800 to export over to miri man. Super X. ‘Oversea’ come back Kuching already rm1000+++. Haha.but that up to her lo.If she want to spend on that, haha, she will do it la.

But as for now, I believe, God is always with us. Yes, at times we being humans think that we can do better, but He never forsake us though we turn our back on Him. Hehe. How great is our God!

06/07/2009 – This is the date that I SHALL REMEMBER FOREVER. For God has show his MERCY and LOVE to my sister though she may not know of it. :) 

Praise God forever and ever for He is AMAZING!!

To my sis…

CONGRATZ!!!

MIRI…WATCH OUT!

MMM COMING…

M-EMMELINA

M-MAKAN

M-MERRY

Haha… yes…watch out miri. don’t play play with my sis around.haha…

Yes! I did it! hahahah…whoever thought i can finish four pages…in 2 hour.yikes.haha.thats long..but yes..result out! :p

yes.if i become a mandarin teacher and i have to set questions, oh no…haha.the students will suffer either coz of mistake or maybe postponed exam.haha.

*anyways,this is for my sis.she needed a com to type her assignment.so since i nid the com i cant boro her,so in the end i did it.ahha.ssshh…but i believe i can do faster than her..ahha..must jaga muka ba.. :p and as always,i’m possesive of things that are not really mine.not bought by me la.haha.

Outing with 3 girls (NAM)

I heart u :)

hehe.N and M in z room trying dresses.who’s tat 2 girl in the mirror?!?

M : this is the way to do it :)

Jom SUNNY HilL :) with E che che.

Jam jam and jam…cincai parking… hmpf.sue them baru tahu.

Mat rempit at HOSP :)

focus focus…c properly :p

Remainders of old memories :(

used to be roof-ful…now roof-less even the new hotel can b seen…whoa!

the gateway to…(for those highian who rmbr…)

  historical building? haha.

This saturday there will be a 回校日event. fund raising for the rebuilding of all the historical buildings.. :) heard there will be some artists and also got food sale and cosplay.haha.

Lai Lai Lai…Mari Kita Balik Sekolah… :)